*If you are confused about who
is the owl and who is 'me' I can
only say: it's OK, you're meant to be.
I shall speak clearly to the cats, of course,
but to other people I shall speak
only in symbols, codes, and cryptograms,
and let them think
that they understand.
I shan't knit.
My garden will be wild and rich.
I shall plant tall stones
in suitable places, and I shall make potions
of flowers and light. I shall be
a healing presence
in the world.
With my knobby old knees
and sagging breats, I shall dance
naked under the full moon,
and I shall sing to th moon
with the cats.
I shall keep bees.
I shall carry a blackthorn stick,
and frighten small boys away
from my apples. They will like that.
And I'll tell tales of the goddess
to little girls so they will know
who they are.
I shall say outrageous true things
to people, and make waterfalls
and small pools
in wild places. My hands
will create beauty.
I shall have a deep, deep well
of silence
in myself, and it will fill
with the love flowing through me
like a wild underground river. My hair
will be very white and unmanageable -
rather like a dandelion. My roots
shall rest in Earth's heart
and the god will be
a personal friend of mine.
16 October © Copyright 1995 by Jessica Macbeth. All rights reserved.
This poem was first published in Earth's Daughter.
What A Blessing, © Copyright 1998 by Jessica Macbeth. All rights reserved.
I Give You Fair Warning © Copyright 1990 by Jessica Macbeth. All rights reserved.
First published in Moon Over Water by Gateway Books.
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